Stupid girl.
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
So far, 4 papers came back. Deproved my Chinese a lot, the rest failed.
I studied twice as hard as people around me but I failed and they passed. I really feel like a failure. I really am stupid. I let my parents down.
I really want to give up. Why am I so stupid.
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Out with my girls to town yesterday. It's always a last minute plan that works. I enjoyed my day. It's really amazing and bliss that I kept in contact with my primary school friendship.
Jiayi is my P2 best friend and p5/6 classmates. Weren't that close anymore cause I join a new group with jiamin inside and the other 2 weren't that close thereafter. Jocelin? Well I known her through friend and that we are in the same cca after that. Me and her clique together INSTANTLY. We as if known each other from the past Life Serious. I don't even know how I got close to her cause we just do. Until.. Him then a clique is formed and girls unite! Whenever we disagree or smth we don't like, we say it right in front of them in a joking manner. After that we got used to our flaws and live with it. I hope even in poly we would still be in contact. Not forgetting I have bitchiest brothers.
It's mothers day, mum, even thou I really don't like you at times whenever u intend to throw me out etc, I still love you.
Where are the plans we made for two
Saturday, May 12, 2012
After that went to play running man, sg version. LOL. We bought bells to tie on catcher's leg. So damn fun until my curfew came-_- can't wait for o levels to end, I don't even think I'm going home. Lol okwtfnonsense. Eyejelly should come lor!!! Ugh
Mye considered over, I think I'm failing everything, despite me staying late and studying twice as hard as people around me. Yet they can do the paper. Yes I'm really sore. In fact I feel so stupid that it affected me a lot. 3 days with only 8h of sleep and in the hall, I slept awhile for almost many papers. Esp after amaths paper1 I almost fainted-_- and, I can't even do 1 qn. Kill me. Really. I'm just not a maths person but I don't believe it. I will conquer but it's just really kill me literally. Forget it. Its a wake up call.
I hate seeing you. Becauseyoustillhavetheabilitytocontrolme. Iknowimnotanythingtoyou,notevenabasicfriend. Onemoremonth.
My cui bin. Haven't slept well for 4 days
Happy birthday to 2 bitch brothers!
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Celebrated Bernard and Joseph birthday just now. I smell like vomit now although I went in the bathroom to wash 3 times. Damn gross, the cake I chose is literally butter-_-
要讨人喜欢而且是每个人的喜欢，很难也很累
